still.

I still have more of nothing than something. I wonder whether this would ever change. Yes, I promised optimism, but as last week was one big downhill, I have another interesting quote, beside the one in the title of my blog: "I always carve to do my best. But my best is not too good."
I know what is causing my pesimism. I need a genuine contact with people, and I lack this lately. I miss going to Międzychodzka each day to find friends and classmates occupying a bench downstairs. I really do. Damn.